Hi everyone. I will do just a quick intro as I’m not even sure how to use this site or do a blog. So not going to waste my typing if it doesn’t work haha.

My hope for doing something like this will be to serve as something like a diary of healing (or maybe not, time will tell) for myself. And perhaps it can be used by others if they are going through a really hard time. My hope is to be raw and real, as that is something I haven’t felt able to do…well, likely a majority of my life. I have been through, as the title may suggest, some pretty unimaginable shit. But no one understands even an ounce of what it looks like. So this is why I think it may be a good idea to write it down. Let’s see what happens. I am going to think of this as a journal in a way, I guess. If it works out that is, and I can stick with it.